1. Yes, actually, recently i have given my first kiss to my matesprit
I should also note that im possibly the happiest person alive
2. No, i havent shared a kiss with any males yet, though i must say i am pretty curious
19. She is my matesprit
20. Just recently, ive been told that my eyes were actually really nice looking
25. Yes, i have the best matesprit in the entire world, not to show off or anything
But she is really really cool
There’s this girl at my school and she’s really nice and I remember sometime last year at one point she would carry a clicker around and click it everytime she had a happy thought/something good happened/she laughed etc.
It was always kind of cute how you’d just hear the little click every once in a while throughout class it always made me smile knowing that it was bc something made her feel happy idk
she was training herself to be happy oh my god
so I had to make a lamp for pottery and sculpture II so I worked on my project all day today and every time people looked at me weird bc they were expecting like a bedazzled lampshades or some shit and I’m not about that so I got finished and went over to my teacher holding this huge motherfucker
and everyone was just staring at me like “what the fuck is this thing??? what???” and then I plugged it in
people fucking lost it
ALL HAIL THE GLOW CLOUD
trying to get myself back into the drawing groove. school resumes tuesday
Some harsh but very very true words
When people let me review their portfolios (on career day or open days at my game design school) I explicitly ban them from commenting during the review… …because otherwise they will follow the impulse to downplay everything I see in an attempt at being humble.
"this is an old image…"
"I’m not happy with that one…"
"this is just a sketch…"
"I did this really quickly…"
"there is better stuff on later pages…"
It’s totally understandable to have those impulses. The quality of art is not empirical data and therefore impossible to measure. Good art, bad art, it all comes down to standards. And you don’t want to come off as naive or self-absorbed.
But just don’t do it. Don’t talk yourself down in front of others. In the best case you have someone supportive who now thinks “damn, this person needs to be prepped up all the time. Do I really want to work with somebody like that” or in worst case “now that you say it, yeah, this is kinda lame/rushed/unfinished/lazy, go away.”
You can only submit what you have. If that is not enough, then it’s not enough. Your attitude will not change that. But if it is enough, you can do serious harm by not being confident of who you are now.
This means appreciating what you are able to do right now and have a clear vision of what you want to learn, be confident that you will learn it in time.
This is really important. Eliminate this urge. Eliminate it professionally, when having contact with people in a position to buy your work. Eliminate it socially, when you just share your work for fun. Destroy this urge as thoroughly as you possibly can.
Because when you have done that, you’ll find that you feel at least 25% less shitty about your own work. You lose the urge to do it. You stop reinforcing those negative thoughts, and they retreat. They may never go away completely (although they might!) but this is good practice for ignoring those thoughts flat-out.
Don’t shit-talk yourself. Even if you can’t be SO PROUD, don’t ever try to influence anyone’s opinion toward your work in the negative.
Try to love your work. Try to see what you learned from each piece, even if it’s a failure. If you feel that you learned nothing, appreciate the fact that just spending time on it is honing your skills and giving you valuable practice.
i used to be super not-confident in my own work. When I stopped pointing out the flaws in my own stuff, I felt better about it almost immediately.
I was kinda inspired by my friend that plays the violin. She cosplayed rose before.
Mehh I’m not that good at lighting and all those landscape shite.
It’s 2089. all cops have been replaced by genetically modified dogs that let children pet them, help old ladies cross the street, chase down criminals, never eat donuts, bark at cat-callers, analyze dna, easily track down murders, pee on white collar criminals, and tear the faces off of rapists. utopia has been reached.
How was this accomplished you ask?
Well its simple
Dogs are colorblind
oh my god
Hey there! I’ve just hit 420 followers and I just thought why not celebrate and have a giveaway??? I don’t have money to buy stuff though, so I’ll just draw things for whoever wins!
So here’s what you’ll be getting if you win:
- First place winner will get: a full body, full color, full shade, full lineart, chibi drawing of any character of their choice along with a full color, full shade, headshot, (maybe lineart probably just a sketch) of any character of their choice
- Second place winner will get: full color, full lineart, waist up, chibi drawing of any character of their choice
- Third place winner will get: waist up (or head shot), partially colored, chibi sketch of any character of their choice
The rules of the give away are:
- You have to be following me
- Both likes and reblogs count, but try not to spam your followers
- Have your ask box open (Winners should respond within 24 hours of being chosen or a new winner will be picked)
That’s basically it! I’ll end the giveaway on my birthday, September 10th. The winners will be decided with a random number generator on that day. Good luck everyone, and thanks to all of you who’ve followed me so far!
I just tried to discretely use one if the body sprays at work cuz it was called Fantasy Forest and I was like…. I’m down…. BUT IT JUST SMELLS LIKE REALLY STRONG DIRT AND A GUY YELLED “WHO SPRAYED THAT FOREST ELF SHIT” FROM ACROSS THE STORE